I 100% understand if this journal entry is five flavors of boring. :/ But I think some of it's interesting...

So today, I was just riding along in a car, and then it hit me. It's really stupid how it hit me now, but I guess I always kinda knew it in the end. Seba is one of my most changed characters. Just thinking about her changes make me feel silly.

She first started out older, ridiculous-looking, wearing bunny slippers, and having a name that means milk. This was before I realised that there are other kinds of unique than... this. Name was the worst example of my OCs at the time. But most of Older Seba's haircut still looks the same. There was a reason for the haircut. The old design of Seba was just ridiculous. I still like the past I gave her though, even though I've edited it a bit. Looking at old Seba makes me feel a ridiculous. The old Seba was originally just a OCT character that I made for =Masterthecreater's Corrupted Core. The audition I still have somewhere (because I hate deleting things), and it's rather eye burning. The original Seba traved around the world with her friends, a knight and an archeologist (I know it's ridicuous. You may giggle.) When I look back on it, she was kinda vampirish too.

So after the Corrupted Core I decided to remake her, just for the hell of it. I made her younger, gave her shorter hair, slapped on a new personality, and got rid of her friends (they were rather boring, but I still like the archeologist, and might redo him and enter him in a tourny. The knight would need some serious re-working). Originally I was considering keeping the long hair but then I just realised it would be better for a change. While she was new in this stage, I was considering making her the main character of Joker. This concept actually was valid for awhile until I realised it could not be done, and besides, I wanted something better to work with the story of Joker. So then I made a new story, Pillars, which I have just recentally renamed Symbols. She works like ten times better there, even though she's not the main character anymore.

Then I found W4STE, a cool looking tourny Lalo was talking about. It was just perfect for Seba, with the cold and everything. So I entered. W4STE didn't last that long, because as some people know, it ended up disbanding. This was rather sad, but I figured I should try some new things with Seba.

And then the day came when I thought about all of this, all the redesigns and everything.

So now I'm currently redesigning her older self.

Weird, huh?